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can i trust u,mortal boy?

u say u love me,oh,sure u do...

but wat exactly does this affirmation mean?

i do not have the slightest notion,

no idea.

of wau u understand by LOVE,

and other terms as worn out,

such as this old song and dance,

u call romance.

quite different flowers grow indeed,

in my small semantic garden...

so let us see,if ur gud vow,

is more than just some chemical imbalance.

is it worth the air u breathe?

or will it be just another waste of time with u?

wat i call love-precious n true

would u refer to this as sin

or crime n all tht silly crap?

now let me put u to the test,

how often have i heard these words:

i love u so much dearest dear,

tht i would die for u,right now right here!

sure,doing this ur sitting pretty

but i say p**s on it! ( xD )

because this way is far too easy!

but do u also have the strength

to be there for me till the end?

would u hv courage-live for me,

respect my wishes,my decree?

would u defend me against the world?

fight the doctors playing god,

slap ur preists if they come near? ( o.O )

or anyone hu interferes?!

is the version of ur love as true

tht u would use all ur means within ur power

just to meet the urgent plea,

tht solemn,final wish for dying

of a helpless her or him,

hu lies in pain,hu's suffering

now only begging for the end

so tell me is ur LOVE tht of a true fren?

if i lay crying in my bed

waiting,no longing,for the end

if i decide my time has come

would u then be tht trustful one

to guard this chamber break this shell

n free me frm this living hell

by making sure my death is swift

would u grant me tht sacred gift

blessed is the flower tht grows in the nite

blessed the poison tht helps u die

blessed the guidance of a loyal fren,

blessed is he hu brings the end

now tht u've heard it

let me noe

are u then willing to let go?

say,would u do all this for me?

would u respect my wishes my dignity?

bacause thts wat love means to me!