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Date: Thursday, March 26, 2009 Time: 5:41 AM Title: 26 03 09 o.o   Date: Monday, March 23, 2009 Time: 6:36 AM Title: llaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa  lesson learnt: trust no one Date: Sunday, March 22, 2009 Time: 8:55 AM Title: whee     Date: Time: 8:48 AM Title: yikex the counsellor sucks & cannot be trusted! she violates the confidentiality contract to the extreme where its unbearable. she is a big fat liar. she is a traitor. she is SO DEAD WHEN I SEE HER IN SCH TMR Date: Friday, March 13, 2009 Time: 7:23 PM Title:    BLAHBLAHBLAH went swimmingggggggggggg!! (: just me & geraldine. not so fun la,if more ppl then more fun arh (: played arnd one hr plus then mrt-ed to amk!! then i went shopping for make uppppppppppppppppppppp total,spent over 60 bucks tdy. eek. so anywayyyyyyyyyy boredom boredom boredom i wanna gooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo out (: Date: Thursday, March 12, 2009 Time: 7:45 AM Title: lalala & just to add tht total random streak in my blog, i saw tht glass, : half empty. negative-yes it is. feeling empty. [[baby devil]] Date: Time: 7:20 AM Title: 12 03 09 tdy was a fucked up dae. went to see counsellor & ended up crying. mrs choi wanted to see me. so went to see her. got into trouble ytd for a really stupid reason. ((it wasnt even my fault)) then.. counsellor said she wanna call my daddy.. i told her not to.. but she said she has to.. eek.i have to prepare myself to get a tok frm daddy,then. haisshh. i dun understand. why must everything be so complicated?? sighh.. i think im losing everyone arnd me. once i become close to someone.ill lose them. & it hurts. alot. more than they'll ever think. but i dun think they really seem to care anyway.. so i've given up. acceptance,is the word of the week. -.- next part,moving on... thts why i decided. ill leave darling(no,not a guy),before we totally fall apart. cos,now we're falling. present tense,FALLING apart. so,if i leave before we fall apart totally,it wont hurt tht much. no wait. it still will hurt just the same. but then ill blame myself for it. no wait..i always blame myself. so theres not much of a difference. both ways,i get hurt just the same. haisshh.. watever.. darling wont care abt me. shes not unlucky like me to lose all her close frens wat rite?? im like a freaking magnet for bad luck. so ill be replaced by someone else. another person will get close to her & be darlings. cos,after all,i dun think im irreplaceable. but i do admit,tht im very,very different frm everyone else. theres no one out there like me. no,this isnt really a gud thing,being unique. its just,well.. i dun think eu can really find another person out there called dakshaini-baby devil. born in 040695. a magnet for bad luck. a girl who sucks at math. a girl who loses her frens once they've become close. a girl who gets into trouble all the time. a girl who's,gng down the wrong path. a girl who's,well. aaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrrgggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... & tht sums it all up. im me. dakshaini,baby devil. & i dun think eu really can find someone as crazy as me. but,eu can,however,find: just another 'best girl fren'. just find some other girl to be ur best fren. but hey,she'll nvr be like baby devil. the one& onli. this part of my blogging pobably sounds like im bragging abt myself. but i nvr said being baby devil was good.now,did i?? no..i think its probably the exact opposite though. but,my counsellor will violently protest to this claim im making. she thinks im a sweetie-pie. kind,caring,thoughtful.. eek...i feel sort of guilty. i hate my very being. & theres someone out there whos actually admiring my being in such a way. i feel disgust for,well, myself. |
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